January 2011
98 posts
Well, I am back in Georgia. I am not too pleased with it. I miss Virginia and all my friends there. It was perhaps the best week of this year. I know this goodbye is only temporary, but it still sucks. I have memories that I am 100% sure I will never, ever forget. I appreciate the friends I have up there. I know they are my true friends because despite the fact that I see them two or three times a...
December 2010
133 posts
its dumb when you think someone is a good friend and turns out they arent that great. i mean ill still talk to you, i still like you. but im not going to put myself out there anymore and really make the effort since you dont appreciate it. your live life way to guarded and get upset over things that wont matter at all in the long run constantly. you need to mellow out and just live without fear of...
if i could do what i did today everyday, life would be so so so perfect. oh reality, why must you ruin all the fun?
Day 9: two smiley things for how i feel
didn’t do it yesterday, i forgot.
1) Is there one for tired cause I am exhausted
2) :D
Katie: This is horrible, I'm sorry. I'm living vicariously through you. I feel ashamed.
Me: It's okay, you can prostitute me for fun.
XD I adore her
oh hey.
second night in a row a random guy who knows one of my friends has asked for my number and texted me. i must be looking fine, cause they are cute ;)
more blumbering nonsense.
and i’m back for the night yay! enjoyed the movie.. i mean it kinda sucked. but i met new people and that’s always fun. especially when they text your friend later and say you’re awesome haha. going to watch more lost. i have mellowed out. finally feel good about stuff. got some cute texts. tomorrow should be fun. i bounce around too much in my head. word.
well got myself something to do. going to see little fockers. it ain’t a party, but hell it’s better than nothing. gotta get myself some food too. my horse is hurt. people keep calling and telling me. nothing serious though, she’ll be okay. thank goodness for good friends who will help me out when I’m not around. blasted asking alexandria in my ears for a good thirty...
princess, i just want to witness, watch you slip right out of that dress
I got to see my baby today. She was my best friend for my last summer here. We were inseparable, we spent everyday together and did everything together. We had alot of fun and got ourselves into all sorts of nonsense. We went to the mall and just wandered. Yeah this town is so small the mall is the only place to go. After we just cruised around in her car and talked. Ended up at my ex...
Now there’s an aching in my back; a stabbing pain that says I lack, the common sense and confidence,to bring an end to promises, that I make in times of desperate conversation, hoping my night could be better than theirs in the end. Just say when.
Lines have been stuck in my head all night. I’m up early cause I couldn’t sleep well. Life is definitely a roller coaster. You go...
starbucks. yelling at people in Walmart. going to the mall with one of my favoritest people. laughing nonstop. wawa. walking through the snow. walking back through the snow to help with a friend’s stuck car. driving my friend’s car out of a ditch like a boss. not be carried through the snow. chilling with someone I’d never met and it being cool.
day in a nutshell. back to my...
Day 8: Three turn ons
1) Fun (obviously)
2) Confidence/Cockyness… but not the rude, mocking kind, just the I got this kind.
3) Ginger
Getting in for the night. It’s one in the morning. I thought my today would be crap, but it turned out to be amazing. That’s what you get when you don’t expect much and take what you can get. So here’s my story to those of you that care:
Plane was delayed an hour and a half… not due to snow, but due to the left engine not working. Finally landed in Virginia. The...
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1) Ignoring me
2) Being a jerk to innocent people
3) Lack of motivation for anything
4) Telling other dudes they can’t talk to me
going to chill with my homeboy… if he ever reaches me in this blizzard.
I’m starting to question everything I thought I knew. This is what happens when you have expectations and hopes. You get let down.
In Virginia. At least a foot of snow if not more.
ghbjkjfrsg!!!!!!!!!!
I hope my flight doesn’t get cancelled. It’s currently okay. Yeah, it’s five in the morning and I can’t sleep. I got mad butterflies.
I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP
I am waking up in less than eight hours to get on a plane XD I need to go to sleep, but I am way to excited.
oh it’s so snowy. and therefore no one in georgia can drive, because snow is a foreign concept. took 3x longer than normal to come home from playing with my pony in the snow because so many people had run off the road. thank god for fine german engineering and all wheel drive. I have to pack XD I am pretty excited to be going up there. all my old friends whom I love and adore. I literally am...
Back in bed. Dreamland.
Pretty good Christmas. I don’t get excited that much for Christmas anymore. I no longer really want that many material things, I’m more in want of intangible things; love, happiness, adventure, good times and good memories with good friends. I did end up with a new ipod. I was surprised to open it, I wasn’t expecting one. It’s a neat little thing....
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1) Hannah
2) Alex
3) Lyndsi
4) Tori
5) Will
A) Of course my family
B) Erin, Glory, Audrey, Barn Friends
happy christmas
I’m still in bed (: My early bedtime start turned into me staying up till midnight texting. So I guess I’ll wander downstairs soon and see what’s up. I have to pack for Virginia sometime… I leave bright and early tomorrow :D
One more night and we'll go spinning around the...
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
I can’t really do this one. Everything has been a learning experience. Dumb mistakes that lead to learning. I can’t wish I’d never done them, or I wouldn’t be me. I am yet to screw up so bad something major happens. Uhm… I mean I wish I had never done silly little things, like watch bad movies. and I wish I had never had to deal with fights with other people. But then...
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Boys. Primarily a boy. But boys in general too.
2) Riding. Always visualizing getting awesome and going to big shows.
3) My future. Right now college choices. Oh my gosh.
4) Driving fast cars. I should have put this in the 8 things about more or whatever, but I love cars more than any girl I know. I know alot about cars too. I wish I could win the lottery so I could have a bunch of cars. They...
